Other. He is disposed to malice and has an irresistible desire to curse
and swear. Laughs when he should be serious. So it is carried on
until all things in the external will are inverted. Internal anxiety,
i. e,, the internal will is in a turmoil over this external disturbance.
“Contradiction between will and reason” is an attempt to express what
the individual knew nothing about. “Feels as though he had two
wills.” That is better. It finally destroys or paralyzes the external
will, and when a man is naturally evil and is under the paralyzing
influence of Anacardium he will do acts of violence. A wicked man
is restrained, not by his conscience, but by fear of the law. Anacardium paralyzes the external will and places him in a position of
imbecility, and he does acts of violence from his own natural perverted
self. It has so acted on a portion of the mind that it teaches a great
deal. I have learned much from Anac., Aurum and Argentum of the
strange action of medicines on the human mind. Psychology must
be figured out by the action of drugs on the human mind. By this
means we get at facts and can Jay aside many hypotheses.
Ideas as if nothing were real, all seems to be a dream. Fixed ideas.
He thinks he is double. This comes from a vague consciousness that
there is a difference between the external and internal will, a consciousness that one will is the body and another is the mind. Dwells on
thoughts about salvation. That a stranger is by his side, is another
recognition of the two wills. That strange forms accompany him, one
to his right side and one to his left. This mental state drives him to
madness. Alternation of his moods and understanding. One moment
he sees a thing and another moment he does not understand it. One
moment she sees it is her child and another that it is not. One moment it is a delusion and next moment it is an illusion. One moment
thinks it is so and next moment has enough reason left to know that
it is not so. Delusion is an advanced stage of illusion. In the Repertory we have the same remedies often in illusion and delusion, it is
a matter of grade. When the intellect is slightly affected it is an illusion, and what he sees he knows is not so. He sees demons, and at
first he knows from his intelligence that a demon is not there, but later
he /wants you to drive him out. It docs not matter which, they arc
similar symptoms, and it is a matter of degree, and so, in the Repertory, delusions and illusions are not given separate places.
- ▸Anac.
- ▸, Hyos.
- ▸, Siiam.
- ▸and Bell are important in bringing out the
quality of the perverted human mind as to the intelligence and affections. Whenever a medicine makes a man desire to do something it
affects his will, and when it affects his intelligence it is acting on hi^
understanding. Medicines act on both.
Low-spirited, disheartened, fears he is pursued, looks for thieves,
expects enemies, fears everything and everybody. Full of internal