he sees obstacles in his way everywhere. He is all the time imaging
that he has neglected something, that he has neglected his friends.
He imagines that he deserves reproach in consequence of having
neglected duty; he has neglected something, he is wrong, is wholly
evil, has sinned away his day of grace, is not worthy of salvation ;
this is the train of thought that constantly runs through his mind.
The thought really becomes uncontrollable ; he is absorbed in himself
and sits and broods over it, and by brooding over it he only intensifies
his present state and hatches new grievances, continues to worry over
himself, thinks he is wholly unfit for this world, and then he longs to
die. He looks on the dark side of everything, constantly expecting bad
news, looking for everything to go wrong. The future looks dark
to him, and he wants to die ; he never will succeed, for everything
goes wrong that he turns his hand to. His business is dark, his
family troubles him, his friends annoy him ; he becomes extremely
irritable, easily angered, is worried over trifles, and easily excited.
Every little thing rouses him into anger and turmoil, he is always in
a vexation. The Aurum state of mind is an insanity dreadful to
look upon because of its turbulence and melancholy. It is suitable
in the most profound states of melancholy and depression where the
patient sits silent and says nothing. When disturbed he is aroused
to great vehemence, anger and violence. ‘‘Melancholy, feels hateful
and quarrelsome.’' 'Terrible melancholy after abuse of Mercury/*
The causes of this state of insanity are prolonged anxiety, unusual
responsibility, syphilis and lois of properly. Persons who have been
repeatedly drugged with Mercury, have established upon themselves a
mercurial disease, with enlargement of the liver, and this is almost always attended more or less by melancholy and sadness and such hopelessness as we find in Aurum. Aurum produces such affections of the
liver as are associated with cardiac affections, endocarditis, dropsy of
the heart and rheumatic affections that have gone to the heart. You will
notice that wherever the affections are pre-eminently disturbed in mental
disease that there is either cardiac weakness, endocarditis, enlargement
of the heart, or some organic or functional disease of the heart. You
will very often find a history of taking Mercury that has superinduced
a rheumatic state that has been rubbed away with liniments until the
heart is affected, and with this comes hopelessness, insanity of the
will, disturbance of the affections. Then it appears to spread in this
remedy from the will to the understanding, and the intellectual portion
of man becomes involved. Think w'hat a state It is for a man whd
has been in good condition of health, respected in his business circles,
to have a desire to commit suicide. You will see other kinds of insanity and a breaking down or a state of feebleness of the intellect,
he cannot think nor reason ; his affections are practically intact, but